<body> Place Ian's Memories Stay
-[[.. ACCEPTANCE ..]]-

Ian is my name..and i have dream to chase but with that thought and mission in mind,i need to lay down every memories..so here it goes

-[[.. RANDOM ..]]-

they
tried to catch a falling star
thinking that she had gone too far
she did and kept it hidden well
until she cracked and then she fell

if all the history is true
she's gonna end up just like you

they build you up
so they can tear you down
trust the ocean, you'll never drown

if you're lost reach out for me
and you'll see she's not far
NORTHERN STAR

-[[..I care..]]-

Wendy Chen
Asako
Seow Ying
Drakez
kang wei


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  • -[[.. SPAM ME ..]]-



    Celine Dion - A New Day Has Come



     

    Saturday, June 20, 2009
    decision..


    Yesterday i had received the document about JPA scholarship,its a lot...i read through all of it and i understand what it says! Of course there is a lot of terms and conditions..I had calculate it,this scholarship is approximately worth RM400K-450K but i have to service for the nation for 6 years! Im really happy and satisfy with this scholarship actually but...looks like im not gonna choose it! My family doesnt like the bonding with government and the complicated rule! Yesterday i try to let aunt understand what i really want and she also try to point out whats the pros and cons of the scholarship...At that point,i know there isnt any hope for me to accept it..
    Why i want this scholarship because i hope i can study in a different environment but in msia 1st,i will...i will feel lonely if by next year i go to Aus by myself..Atleast the scholar of JPA will accompany me go to Aus and study together after 18 months of being friend...Frankly,there is a lot a lot of things i will miss in msia...Im just 18!!! Can i really seperate my emotion from making this decision that will about change my life for the rest 10 years... but i guess,deep down in everyone's heart,decision had been made and now just left me to nod my head...

     - don't look back `