Recently,there is an issue keep bothering me,my experience and understanding tell me that this issue is normally-everytime actually-ended with tears,heart-breaking or blood! i wanted to find some people to chat with so i open my MSN and see whether my chatter online or not! unfortunately,there is none i can chat with. Actually,chibo got online but what i can chat with him wor,maple?? i do not play,haiz! nevermind la,keep waiting lo.. Eventually, Cat king aka chan online! glad to saw him online,its been a while since he gone to KL...i greet him and ask hows his life there and wonder do anyone bully him..seems like KL people do not brave to mess with red belt taekwondo holder,hahaha..then,i ask him hows he with apple now-as a friend and a god-brother to the girl,i think i deserve to updating their progress,hihi-well,seems like they are still hook up,which is good! In turn,he ask me am im dealing with that issue again! haha,your sense is still sharp as cat ah..i keep avoiding his question by ask him a couple of question.He tried very hard to answer me but thats not the answer i want,chan! im still puzzling..finally,he utter the most unexpected word..the following is our conversation!
DarkChild~IAN says: aiya,its not that simple chan says: you nvr try but you say will fail chan says: how can that easily gv up chan says: haiz chan says: dont care anything 1st,ask 1st DarkChild~IAN says: i always lack of confidence chan says: tat not the proble la i think chan says: the most important is u maa chan says: u can change tis ok? chan says: make ur family better n better DarkChild~IAN says: hmm... chan says: then u no need worry loh DarkChild~IAN says: ys,probably you are right DarkChild~IAN says: hahaha
Well,he is definitely more mature now,he is not the lazy cat i used to saw in the school,his knowledge and vision is wider now..thanks buddy,your answer did push me one step closer to the answer i want! Just give me a few days to think of it..i will try my best! anyway,thank you again!
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Today early morning when i still chatting with her,she tell me that she was half way reading my novel! gosh,i was so surprise and my mouth was wide open! suddenly feel like being challenge-probably thats the nature of boy,they just cant lose to a girl-and i want to try read as many as possible "the interpretation of murder"..i started at 12.45am! when im reading,all my family member has already slept,just im alone lying on the couch reading! around 1.30am,i put down my novel and open my door to take a look at outside,there is nothing and no sound except the sound of wind howling..the air is cool and i breathe in deeply,wondering what you guys are doing now..im still here,guys! i close it back coz fearing might saw some thing which i dont wanna saw..its nearly 2am,why do you expect will shown off...I continue reading,suddenly i heard a noise..it was like a drum noice,it keep vibrating..occasionally and getting louder! haha,its was my stomach grumbling,im hungry....look at the clock,it showing 2.15am ! i guess is should call it a day then! but i heard some noice coming from my kitchen,this is real!! it sounds like a people walking,No! a bit more to tap or tick..anyway,i doesnt dared to go and see what was it-assure mysef probably those sound made by gecko-and quickly went into my bed! around 2.30am,i sms her to see if she still reading! doesnt reply,nevermind! Good night or probably good morning! my phone start to ring,it was my messaging tone..i check my phone and notice she sms me! i doesnt have mood to reply,i got headache,this few days i kept dream of a foreigner-a caucasian-keep telling me something but i cant heard it or remember it! whats he tried to tell me?? it bother me and i dont hv much to sleep! around 10.30am,i woke up and follow my usual routine! i felt that there is a pain in my leg-the place where i fracture my tibia before-i try to touch it and discover it started swelling! im petrified,is it because yesterday im working too hard and injured again! will it fracture again or this time broken! im really worried,next week got a countdown party,i dont wan holding a crutch celebrate it! please be ok,i dont want be a cripple again.. today got nothing to do! probably will keep reading my novel and watch TV programme! Lets just hope it will be a another happy day for me=)
